its been two weeks since ive been able to post. the computer has refused to hold a charge and i have kept my hands busy wrapping and mixing rather than typing. but here i am again. the holiday season is settled in and my pathetic excuse for a tree brings a 6 year olds smile to my face. it is matted with lights that are poorly strewn across it and three ornaments. there is also one rope of silver garland that covers the upper third of the tree but no further. nestled underneath are books and tupperware wrapped neatly with name tags placed just so. the seasons been a good one so far. ive started to keep track of recipes ive both tried and that i want to. i see many dinners in our future dears.
trevor moved (literally) three doors down from us. im excited that i get to borrow sugar and not worry about it being laced with lsd and i cant wait for bruce to move to the neighborhood. there have been many jokes about underground tunnels. little do they know im a digger.
on a completely different note if feel like those final strings that have kept my heart bound to people are starting to break. i didnt think i would still feel this twinge of sadness watching this friendship completely die, but i do. i suppose i do what i do best and ive always been known to linger. to make it plain i miss you. not who you pretend to be but who you are. or i suppose who you were. im not sure anymore. its not for me to know. i hope the sun shines brightly on you. please trust in that if nothing else.
im thinking of cutting my bangs but bad things happen when i cut my hair.
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