its been a few days since ive been able to just lay and bed and go to sleep. its not that im not tired. my eyes hang lower than better off ted's ratings. but i just cant get my mind to sit still. it snowed today. the library looked a like a scene in a postcard. i never realized how strong the architecture was until i looked back on it today as i drove off.
i spent sometime really reconsidering the point of life i am at lately. i long to do something amazing. something bigger than what is in my grasp. but for once i dont have a divine power to blame it on. the peace corps is still a longing of mine. however im not willing to walk away from craig for two years. but i do plan on planting the idea in his head so that when we are old and settled we can pack up and move to some remote village where we wont have electricity most days and no internet. i want to see the world.
the first thing i remember about greece is how the colors were so different. so vibrant. so alive. i want to see what other colors are out there. the rust and tans of morocco. the whites and greys of france. the oranges and reds of africa. my feet have wanderlust but my heart is anchored.
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