so yesterday was my day off and i spent quite some time looking at this blank screen trying to write something. anything. unfortunately i couldnt sit still for more than five minutes yesterday. i cleaned the kitchen. i ran on the treadmill. i started cooking a roast at 9 am. low and slow baby, low and slow. so by the time craig was on his way home from work you would think i would be able to sit back and feel accomplished. no. i feel like i got nothing done. besides a rather tasty dinner. but cie la vie. heres to another day.
today i am working a much longer shift than normal. which should prove fine since i have epic plans after work.
i taught myself to needle felt on tuesday. or rather martha stewart living did. but still i was quite amazed at how easy it is. and how much stress is relieved by punching felt into wool with tiny needles over and over again. i know how crazy this sounds, trust me.
winter is starting to take over my sense of adventure and i would much rather stay inside then even begin to venture past my back door. but i know that if i spend too many more days like this my hair will start to fall out and my eyes will glaze over. im getting cabin fever and want so desperately to live in a climate where it is not physically painful to go outside between november and march. im trying to stay chipper and will admit that some of the grayer days have been beautiful. but im getting restless and even feel like the internet has limits on its entertainment value.
dear sun-
im sorry things ended so abruptly. im not saying that i am totally at fault but please know im desperately sorry. i will do anything to get you back into my life. if there is some dance or ritual you would like me to perform let me, im at your beck and call. i miss you deeply and cant wait to feel you on my skin again.
please come home baby, if not for me then what about for the kids?
love always,
brandi
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